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CollideMemories collided with the present like a car overrun by a ten-wheeler, how great the damages are and how awful the outcome is.
An old Spanish-type house, dilapidated by years remains timeless
just like how unforgettable moments prevail over the centuries.
The past is expected to remain silent for the worn pages of a diary can never storytell the secrets of the previous epoch.
But the long forgotten, screaming for reconciliation, is a perfect epitome of a soul that thirsted for justice.

A Collide
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InsomniaHis eyes showed no mercy, not even when I begged. There was stillness in his gaze which cannot be moved by apology. The blank stare he shot through me was a well-made weapon for even without attacking, my soul had already been killed. What more when he spoke? The damage was even greater.
His mouth opened and through his lips, regrets passed by like storm. Disappointment went off angrily. Madly. Insanely.
Like a machine with unlimited bullets, he went on like forever and never stopped.
But as I die slowly on my bed, Insomnia
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A Martyr's ConfessionOurs is just one of those hundreds — or maybe even thousands of love affairs
that should be kept veiled,
the kind which wrecks a home and flares up only during Friday nights when office men and women hang at night clubs to enjoy the weekend.
Ours is the kind which birthed from a complex and dense relationship — or probably from the one that is about to end.
And I, I am one of those illegitimate lovers who compensate on what their lawful partners could not provide them, the one who A Martyr's Confession
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never kiss and tell
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sinkSail on, And please lose sight of my shore.
I may have allowed you to call me "The one who got away,"
But deep within you know, And I now remember too
It was clear that I cut you lose.

Drift away, To where the waves may bring you.
Bare your skin To those who can bear your salt
I’m scared there's no more space For your scales on my ground
That is made, only for feet.

Paddle farther, From where I sit waiting
So that I could welcome new arrivals Without the shadows sink
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scentscent
you smelled of sweet, freshly laundered clothes; clean and innocent.
i saw you standing there near the glass panels waiting for me. your hair was the usual unkempt, pointing-to-ten-different-directions style that you usually had. that was the first time i saw you then. you had a ready smile. your puppy eyes too darn beautiful to resist. then we went inside.
imagine a family size pizza that's good for two. yeah, we ate it all. drawing silent and secret deep breaths to calm the excitement, i was able to get a whiff of your scent.
you smelled of sweet, freshly laundered clothes; clean and scent
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seCreTs of the sTreeTs

Tue Jun 23, 2009, 10:33 PM

_{I've never given much thought how my life would end. But when I walk along the sidewalk, I imagine myself getting hit by a fast-running vehicle and there I would be, blood-splattered, dead on the spot.

~*~

Travelling has always given me excitement which I cannot contain for it is the only time I can really be free. I never really cared of city pollution and it never mattered to me if I inhale smoke from factories, vehicles, and smokers because I know that one day, I'd die anyway.

What matters to me is the happiness I get from freedom when my feet start walking on the streets as I brush elbows with strangers.

Sometimes there will be friendly strangers. Those who unhesitatingly share real-life stories that you don't think would actually happen.

And if you're quite unlucky, you'll meet strangers who take life seriously, who live and walk on earth as if they are not acquainted with anyone.

~*~

When I was a child, I witnessed a pregnant woman get hit by a truck. The woman's husband fell on his knees and screamed with remorse. He regretted letting her wife's hand slip from his grasp.

Another story belongs to a couple who were arguing while crossing the street. Because of too much annoyance, the guy shouted at the girl that they were over. And then he left her at the middle of the street.

~*~

The roads, the streets, even the alleys are all witnesses to everyday's life situations. They hold a vast number of secrets and stories of break-ups, reconciliations, and tragedies.

Somewhere in the streets of Manila, I left my heart.

~*~

What story do you hold about the road you've travelled?}

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Interests: literature, myths, sunsets, dusk, insanity
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=StrayedMusician

Jun 23, 2009, 10:00:32 AM

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Hello there,

I wanted to thank you for taking the time to read and add Dear Father to your list of s. I appreciate this very much.}

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_{"I love you more than my own skin." -- Frida Kahlo}

~Mykemanila

Jun 13, 2009, 1:00:15 AM

Kamusta lang at nadaan muli. Di kita ma-buzz sa YM mo, baka kako busy ka.

Musta na?

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I am a proud BAYAN KNIGHTS

~hildegarde

Jun 13, 2009, 5:18:15 AM

aww. hehe. mejo busy. pero ayos lang. mejo late nga lang mga reply ko. XD hehe.

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_{i'm not nice; i'm not even the classic-sweet-girl that you think i am. and when you finally get the chance to penetrate my world,you'll find an erotic part of me. and you'll be surprised that i'm jaded & bitter. QUESTION: will you still love me?}

~hildegarde

Jun 3, 2009, 12:55:08 AM

nurse? haha. malayong mangyari yun anak. kahit kailan ay di ako magiging nurse, hehehe. busy rin ako ngayon eh. mejo naghahanda para sa pasukan.

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_{i'm not nice; i'm not even the classic-sweet-girl that you think i am. and when you finally get the chance to penetrate my world,you'll find an erotic part of me. and you'll be surprised that i'm jaded & bitter. QUESTION: will you still love me?}

~KenJie

Jun 5, 2009, 5:59:45 AM

_{ganun? eh ano pala inay?

good luck sa pasukan, kayang-kaya mo yan}

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_{_{It's she, a dead leaf
who made autumn his life
spring, his eternal rest.

-Kristine "The modern patadyong"}}